I love traditional instruments and music. The sound brings back memories of old times and old things. Full of nostalgia, melancholy and regrets, so I drew her holding a guzheng. Her expression is hidden as she does not even know what her emotion is. Waiting? Hoping? Despairing? She is fighting against her own turmoil, which makes her inside blue and gloomy, in contrast to the bright sunshine of the world outside.
"Saudade" expresses the longing for someone who used to be with you but now does not accompany you any more. It is the best name for the world she belongs to.